Okay, holidays have officially begun like a week ago.
I don't exactly have any plans. Though, I'm not free on 17th up till 23rd. I'll be in KL.
My midnight companion is gone. I haven't talked to him for the longest time.
Mambang, where the hell are you? The next time we talk it better be long i tell you, no excuses.
No watching of online movies, I don't care. Suke eh kau, pegi online once every three weeks, abeh
berbual dengan aku for 3 hours je. siak betol. I'll be waiting.
(I really want to tell you I like you but I havent got any guts to face the response just yet, J)
Back then, I never had such feelings for you. Now, after 2 years, I finally do.
I don't know how or why, but I am pretty certain about it.
Colbie Caillat - Falling For You
I think I maybe
Fallin' for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting 'til I
Know you better
I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of
Holding this inside my head
I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you
For you,
Indeed it has been 4 1/2 years, and not once will I forget these moments.
I've learnt far more than just how to be a good dancer. I've learnt to be a better person.
I've learnt to not take with me the problems I have outside into the dance club.
I've learnt the art of tolerance. Indeed I have. All these years under you have shaped me into becoming a better person.
You may not see that better person now, but know that she is working on it. All those years of screaming and shouting,
" Hantu! / Setan! / Mangkuk! " was bitter, but now I think, it's really one of those things I would really miss. We've had a fair
share of bad times and good times. And even those times when you would share with us anything because you trust us.
That meant something to all of us, I'm sure. Eventhough, we haven't been able to achieve a gold standard and whatnot.
In our eyes, you are the best. Rest assured. Haha. I really didn't want you to go, but I guess, like you said, it's time for a change.
A change for the better. We can't hold on to everything can we? You'll have to let go eventually. So I guess that time is now.
I will not forget your every word of encouragement. Your every word of wisdom. And, I definitely will never forget you. And, just so you
know, I am honoured that I was the first to know, about you leaving. It shows that you trust me. (:
You know, you won't be the only one shedding tear when you officially break the news to us all. I'm sure I will too.
Even after you leave, be sure to still be in contact with us all okay. Then, we could go out for lunch or dinner as we always do.
You have a special place in our hearts Abang Adam, yes you do.
Good Luck for whatever your new found job is. May you lead a happy and prosperous life ahead.
Yours truly,
Atiqah. (:
Celebrated Singapore's 44th Birthday at school yesterday.
It was awesome, as always.
We started out with the parade, then headed to the hall for level activities.
Then, my favourite part of the day, the MASS SING ALONG!
Haha, we had it in the parade ground, since the school figured that it would be much safer.
Safer as in, if we were to have a mass gathering in an enclosed area, there'll be a higher chance for us to get contracted with any viruses, so yeah open space was the idea.
So here are a few of the pictures.
Well, nothing interesting happened lately, since I've been real sick.
Most, would know that I'm not prone to being sick.
So here's the reason I'm typing all of these right now,
Celeste: Shan, do you have blog?
Shanice: Nahh.
Celeste: Why?! You should.
Shanice: I don't find joy in updating my life. It's waste of time. I'd rather sleep, honestly.
*huge bursts of laughter along the classroom corridors at 640am*
Att & Celeste: Did you just say you don't find joy in UPDATING YOUR LIFE?! HAHAHAHAHHA!
Oh how cute. What she meant was, she'd rather sleep then have to update the world about her life.
This fanmade video of Death Cab For Cutie's - Little Bribes is so cool! :DDD
I LOVE YOU CHELSEY NG MAY KENG!!!
YOU ROCK! HAHA,
HAPPY AWESOME 16TH!
I miss sitting beside you in class. Hahaha!
Btw, I had an awesome time down at Timbre, food was great.
GOODFELLAS, was beyond AWESOME!
You were the BEST! haha
And, congratulations for you know what! haha.
Great, so next time you have a gig, call me!
I cant stop saying this,
I LOVE YOUR PARTY! IT WAS SOO SUPERCALIF
THERE WAS COLDPLAY, LADY GAGA, MR BRIGHTSIDE, BLINK 182!!!!!
Had meet the parents session today.
Had Ms Siti instead of Mrs Tay.
Comments by her were:
Atiqah is focused, motivated and alert. She can do well. I believe so, but she needs to put in
Extra effort. I think she didnt perform as well as she did last year. I feel that she was more focused
last year. Atiqah is enthusistic and shows a positive attitude towards learning. She is focused and
always tries to do her best. Atiqah should give herself ample time for revision and apportion her time
to ensure a thorough preparation for the exams. She talks a lot. Everytime she does her class work, she'll
just turn behind and start talking. I believe she's got no worries for her Math & Science, she'll be able to get an A1.
Comments from Me to Myself : I am motivated, might be those Adam Khoo Booster Programme we've been having. I think I am more focused this year than last. I was all about getting my grades up, getting to my target this year. Last year, I would say I was rather relaxed, and calm about everything. Although I must say that, I performed better in Science & Malay last year compared to now. However, this year I've improved in my Math and especially Humanities. Right now, I need to focus on my English, Humanities and POA. I need to make sure I get my expressions right when I'm writing my essays for English. And that, my answers for the comprehension must be more precise. As for Humanities, I'd have to make sure that I stick to the procedure so that I can keep my marks, since I dont have to worry about the contents. POA, I need to ask Miss Cheong for help. I need to start asking her if she's free after school, to ask on things I'm not too sure about. I need to clarify any doubts I have on anything.
With effect from 2nd June,
I'll stop studying out at BPP's Macs, and instead, study over at Shaheda's house. That way, we'll have someone to monitor and make sure we really focus. Not that we didnt focus at Macs, it's just that it's less distracting at her house. Also, we wouldn't miss out on prayer time.
Shaheda, we shall both work our ass off and make sure we get there together. We can, we must. We must make sure it stays in our head.
Because, our thoughts=our creation=Life's coming attractions.
"Imagination is everything. It is the preview of life's coming
attractions." - Albert Einstein
"Whatever the mind of man can conceive, it can achieve"
- W. Clement Stone
"Learn to become still .. and take your attention away from what you
don't want, and place your attention on what you wish to experience"
"Decide what you want .. believe you can have it, believe you deserve
it, believe it's possible for you"
"Focus on being grateful for what you have already .. enjoy it!! Then
release into the universe. The universe will manifest it."
"You have to ASK, BELIEVE that you'd be able to achieve or get it, and then you'd RECEIVE it. You must believe that you will get the results. You should not only start to believe you can do it only when you've gotten the results.Because if you choose to see the results to believe, you would hardly get there, because if you keep failing you will never believe you can do it, you will never have faith in yourself. Whereas if you believe you can achieve the result you want, you might just get it. You work for it and make sure you get it. Because you have faith in you, that you can achieve the results you want. Therefore you will!"
We can do it, For we must and we will! Together, we'll make it through. (:
Okay Dada? (:
Terence James Meeker, I miss you quite terribly. It's been 3 coming to 4 years since I last saw you.
You were an irritant but you never fail to make my day. You can irritate the hell out of me. Like, kicking the back of my chair.
Nonetheless, I still heart you okay!
Long-Lost Friend
haha,
100 quotes from "The Secret"
For those of you who have never heard of The Secret, it is a 90 minute
movie,
now sweeping the world. It was directed by Australian Drew Heriot.
To find out more go to http://www.drewpictures.com/.
1. We all work with one infinite power
2. The Secret is the Law of Attraction (LOA)
3. Whatever is going on in your mind is what you are attracting
4. We are like magnets - like attract like. You become AND attract what
you think
5. Every thought has a frequency. Thoughts send out a magnetic energy
6. People think about what they don't want and attract more of the same
7. Thought = creation. If these thoughts are attached to powerful
emotions (good or bad) that speeds the creation
8. You attract your dominant thoughts
9. Those who speak most of illness have illness, those who speak most of
prosperity have it..etc..
10. It's not "wishful" thinking.
11. You can't have a universe without the mind entering into it
12. Choose your thoughts carefully .. you are a masterpiece of your life
13. It's OK that thoughts don't manifest into reality immediately (if we
saw a picture of an elephant and it instantly appeared, that would be
too soon)
14. EVERYTHING in your life you have attracted .. accept that fact ..
it's true.
15. Your thoughts cause your feelings
16. We don't need to complicate all the "reasons" behind our emotions.
It's much simpler than that. Two categories .. good feelings, bad
feelings.
17. Thoughts that bring about good feelings mean you are on the right
track. Thoughts that bring about bad feelings means you are not on the
right track.
18. Whatever it is you are feeling is a perfect reflection of what is in
the process of becoming
19. You get exactly what you are FEELING
20. Happy feelings will attract more happy circumstances
21. You can begin feeling whatever you want (even if it's not there)..
the universe will correspond to the nature of your song
22. What you focus on with your thought and feeling is what you attract
into your experience
23. What you think and what you feel and what actually manifests is
ALWAYS a match - no exception
24. Shift your awareness
25. "You create your own universe as you go along" Winston Churchill
26. It's important to feel good ( ( ( (((good))) ) ) )
27. You can change your emotion immediately .. by thinking of something
joyful, or singing a song, or remembering a happy experience
28. When you get the hang of this, before you know it you will KNOW you
are the creator
29. Life can and should be phenomenal .. and it will be when you
consciously apply the Law of Attraction
30. Universe will re-arrange itself accordingly
31. Start by using this sentence for all of your wants: "I'm so happy
and grateful now that.... "
32. You don't need to know HOW the universe is going to rearrange itself
33. LOA is simply figuring out for yourself what will generate the
positive feelings of having it NOW
34. You might get an inspired thought or idea to help you move towards
what you want faster
35. The universe likes SPEED. Don't delay, don't second-guess, don't
doubt..
36. When the opportunity or impulse is there .. ACT
37. You will attract everything you require - money, people,
connections.. PAY ATTENTION to what's being set in front of you
38. You can start with nothing .. and out of nothing or no way - a WAY
will be provided.
39. HOW LONG??? No rules on time .. the more aligned you are with
positive feelings the quicker things happen
40. Size is nothing to the universe (unlimited abundance if that's what
you wish) We make the rules on size and time
41. No rules according to the universe .. you provide the feelings of
having it now and the universe will respond
42. Most people offer the majority of their thought in response to what
they are observing (bills in the mail, being late, having bad
luck...etc..)
43. You have to find a different approach to what is through a different
vantage point
44. "All that we are is a result of what we have thought" - Buddha
45. What can you do right now to turn your life around?? Gratitude
46. Gratitude will bring more into our lives immediately
47. What we think about and THANK about is what we bring about
48. What are the things you are grateful for?? Feel the gratitude..
focus on what you have right now that you are grateful for
49. Play the picture in your mind - focus on the end result
50. VISUALIZE!!! Rehearse your future
51. VISUALIZE!!! See it, feel it! This is where action begins
52. Feel the joy .. feel the happiness :o)
53. An affirmative thought is 100 times more powerful than a negative
one
54. "What this power is, I cannot say. All I know is that it exists."
Alexander Graham Bell
55. Our job is not to worry about the "How". The "How" will show up out
of the commitment and belief in the "what"
56. The Hows are the domain of the universe. It always knows the
quickest, fastest, most harmonious way between you and your dream
57. If you turn it over to the universe, you will be surprised and
dazzled by what is delivered .. this is where magic and miracles happen
58. Turn it over to the universe daily.. but it should never be a chore.
59. Feel exhilarated by the whole process .. high, happy, in tune
60. The only difference between people who are really living this way is
they have habituated ways of being.
61. They remember to do it all the time
62. Create a Vision Board .. pictures of what you want to attract ..
every day look at it and get into the feeling state of already having
acquired these wants
63. "Imagination is everything. It is the preview of life's coming
attractions." Albert Einstein
64. Decide what you want .. believe you can have it, believe you deserve
it, believe it's possible for you
65. Close your eyes and visualize having what you already want - and the
feeling of having it already.
66. Focus on being grateful for what you have already .. enjoy it!! Then
release into the universe. The universe will manifest it.
67. "Whatever the mind of man can conceive, it can achieve" W. Clement
Stone
68. Set a goal so big that if you achieved it, it would blow your mind.
69. When you have an inspired thought, you must trust it and act on it.
70. How can you become more prosperous?? INTEND IT!!
71. 'Checks are coming in the mail regularly'... or change your bank
statement to whatever balance you want in there... and get behind the
feeling of having it.
72. Life is meant to be abundant in ALL areas...
73. Go for the sense of inner joy and peace then all outside things
appear
74. We are the creators of our universe
75. Relationships: Treat yourself the way you want to be treated by
others .. love yourself and you will be loved
76. Healthy respect for yourself
77. For those you work with or interact with regularly .. get a notebook
and write down positive aspects of each of those people.
78. Write down the things you like most about them (don't expect change
from them). Law of attraction will not put you in the same space
together if you frequencies don't match
79. When you realize your potential to feel good, you will ask no one to
be different in order for you to feel good.
80. You will free yourself from the cumbersome impossibilities of
needing to control the world, your friends, your mate, your children....
81. You are the only one that creates your reality
82. No one else can think or feel for you .. its YOU .. ONLY YOU.
83. Health: thank the universe for your own healing. Laugh, stress free
happiness will keep you healthy.
84. Immune system will heal itself
85. Parts of our bodies are replace every day, every week..etc... Within
a few years we have a brand new body
86. See yourself living in a new body. Hopeful = recovery. Happy =
happier biochemistry. Stress degrades the bod.
87. Remove stress from the body and the body regenerates itself. You can
heal yourself
88. Learn to become still .. and take your attention away from what you
don't want, and place your attention on what you wish to experience
89. When the voice and vision on the inside become more profound and
clear than the opinions on the outside, then you have mastered your life
90. You are not here to try to get the world to be just as you want it.
You are here to create the world around you that you choose.
91. And allow the world as others choose to
see it, exist as well
92. People think that if everyone knows the power of the LOA there won't
be enough to go around .. This is a lie that's been ingrained in us and
makes so many greedy.
93. The truth is there is more than enough love, creative ideas, power,
joy, happiness to go around.
94. All of this abundance begins to shine
through a mind that is aware of it's own infinite nature. There's enough
for everyone. See it. Believe it. it will show up for you.
95. So let the variety of your reality thrill you as you choose all the
things you want.. get behind the good feelings of all your wants.
96. Write your script. When you see things you don't want, don't think
about them, write about them, talk about them, push against them, or
join groups that focus on the don't wants... remove your attention from
don't wants.. and place them on do wants
97. We are mass energy. Everything is energy. EVERYTHING.
98. Don't define yourself by your body .. it's the infinite being that's
connected to everything in the universe.
99. One energy field. Our bodies have distracted us from our energy. We
are the infinite field of unfolding possibilities. The creative force.
100. Are your thoughts worthy of you? If not - NOW is the time to change
them. You can begin right were you are right now. Nothing matters but
this moment and what you are focusing your attention on.
These are the 100 quotes from The Secret, read it. Understand how it works. Apply it. It works.
The link to this website: http://curezone.com/forums/fm.asp?i=7652
LAWS OF ATTRACTION. The Secret, i tried it out and it totally worked. totally except that i didnt see any hot guy today. Maybe tmr uh, haha. You guys should try it. Eg, have you ever had this experience, where you're waiting for a particular bus and it doesnt come, and when you dont need it it's like there like 3 of tt buses just passed by.
Also, when you need a cab you wait for 15 mins and its not there but during other times when you dont neeed it it just keeps coming? This is because we keep telling/asking ourselves why is there no cab?/ Where the hell is 174? why is it not coming when i need it?! Instead we should tell ourselves, " 174 is coming soon, in like 2 mins!" or " The cab is totally gna appear in 10,9,8,7......."
We need to stop focusing on what we dont want and instead focus on what we want. Instead of going "I dont want to be late, I dont want to be late." say, " I'll be early today." By laws of attraction, you attract what you are thinking about, yr thoughts, yr focus. If you keep saying " I dont want to be late , I dont want to be late" , you'll end up being late. because you're attracting it. you focus on being late.
When instead you should be focusing on being early. Try it, it really works. Not instantly, it may take some time. From hours, to days, to weeks, and even years. But keep doing it. You have to ask, believe that you'd be able to achieve or get it, and then you'd receive it. You must believe that you will get the results. you should not only start to believe you can do it when you get the results.
Because if you choose to see the results to believe, you would hardly get there, because if you keep failing you will never believe you can do it, you will never have faith in yourself. Whereas if you believe you can achieve the result you want, you might just get it. You work for it and make sure you get it. Because you have faith in you, that you can achieve the results you want.
By applying the knowledge of this law, you can change every aspect of your life. This is the secret to prosperity, health, relationships and happiness. This is the secret to life.
The Secret teaches us that we create our lives, with every thought every minute of every day. Living The Secret offers tools and ideas to help you live The Secret and create the life of your dreams.
Check out the movie and also the book, here's the link. http://thesecret.tv/index.html
Oh btw, thanks Leroy for sharing with us all.
Okay you guys, I totally love today.
Went to school, YESSA! haha
Had Love SMSS Project. Dismissed at 1pm.
Headed down to Science Centre, had Macs for luch, then went in. At about 2:30pm
We went for the 'TESLA COIL' show, about lightnings ah basically.
They showed us how the wireless electrical energy transfer works.
Outside the wired area with the mechanical structure and the TESLA COIL, there are,
four volunteers who were holding onto fluorescent sticks, went they pressed the buttton the lightning arcs formed by the TESLA COIL
transfers electrical energy to the fluorescent lights therefore lighting them. hahah cool or what?!
Okay and then we tried other new stuff, like the DNA department, the iSPACE, eco-garden. hahaha.
Ohoh, we saw a chick hatched from the eggg. cool okay.
Then we left at 540pm hahaha.
Me And Shaheda, we headed down to BPP to get McFlurry hahaha.
Thn home and watched American Idol, Adam was awesome as usual. I still want Kris to win hahaha.
Anyways, here are the overdued pictures of my party.
hahah funny haha.
Omar Barnwell, my nephew.
Our attempt to let Omar stand on his own. Failed.
He looks so fatherly-like right? haha.(only that maybe he's a little too fair to be the father.)
So meannnnn right!?! Hhahaha!
Yknow what?! I think I have nice walls!
Okay, that's it for today. I'm tired haha.
I have school tomorrow, Love SMSS Project.
Facial at Wong Hui Jia's place, as usual then, Wii.
- Att Ismael -
I had the weirdest dream last night. I was in RIJC.
I had PE and all we did was jump from the 7th strorey down. And we all survived. Weird much?
So yeah, then we had this long jump thingy. Shaheda, Hui Jia and Me had the best results.
So Miss Kaur told us that we'll be the time keeper during sports day. HAAHAHAHAHAHAAHA.
*i woke up.*
WTFFFFFF? You have the best result for long jump and your reward, be the time keeper during sports day.
It doesn't make sense.
Let's see what weird dreams I'll have in future. =DDD
Today is just another boring and unproductive day but its slightly "fun-ner" thn yesterday.
Today, woke up at 9:37am, it was raining supercalifragilistically, and so I decided to continue my sleep.
Thats when I dreamt of American Idol. Kris Allen won. Shortly after I woke up. at 11:37am.
I went online, no one interesting was online and then I texted Shaheda, complaining to her how hungry I was,
and that my mom didnt cook. And mind you, there wasn't even eggs, or biscuits or bread okay!!!
After much complaining, I met Shaheda at Bukit Panjang Plaza, hahahah.
Had Macs.Wtf. Was happy to see our Abang-Abangz. hahaha. Mr 'Jason Mraz' wore his Jason Mraz hat.
Okay, so we talked and talked about random stuff. Initially we wanted to come up with new strategies uh,
it unsuccessful.
Yadayadayada, then we decided to 'ciao' at 610pm, I got my Oreo Mcflurry and then we walked around BPP.
Went into minitoons and Shaheda got her gummies, then off to NTUC to get seaweed.
Wah! Seriously, that packet of seaweed 'penuh gilerrrz'. It's completely filled okay. No airspace whatsoever.
So we ate seaweed with gummies and walked to the bustop then we were like y'know what?
One day I think we'll end up telling them and stop coming up with strategies on how to __________.
We were also complaining to each how much the holidays SUCKED. Like totally. I miss school badly.
I miss studying at BPP quite terrribly too. Oh darnit we still have tomorrow. Just wait till Wednesday comes I tell you!
The moment i step into school, I'll go "Yessa!!! I'm in school. I love school. I want to study. I don't like holidays."
ZOMG people, ask me out!!!! hahaha
Wah, Haiqal perangai goshes sehhh. I just siad hello and he already has to go.
*Looking forward to the 22/05/09 hope Leroy'd be coming. Gahhh hahah.*
No one is online.
I ran out of books to read.
Anyone up for starbucks?
And, mim where are you? The story.
Shaheda, i think we should both change our strategy.
hahahahahaa.
It ain't working!
ahaha, when you told me, he's cute, go for him go for him.
Reminded me of what you said to Siti. hahaha.
=D
HAHHAAHAHA!
Today was a BLAST i swear. haha i love you guys.
Thanks Mat, Mahera, Shaheda, Nisa, Alfee for the video.
I was touched.
I kept watching it over and over again later at night.
Mim, Haiqal And Deddy. Thank you for coming and for the surprise party!
And also, to those of you who played a part in th planning.
Jamal, Nizar & Muhaimin. Hahaha. THANK YOU HOR!
LIYYYYY! Thank you for coming!! I <3 you too!
So it was like this uh,
I met Mat at 1pm.
We walked around IMM aimlessly. How weird right. ahaha
So, thn Mat was telling me uh, that she might have to go off at 3 or 4 to meet Putera.
Thn i was like orh, okay.
Thn at 255pm, mom called me. She told me to get home asap cause my sis bought th cake.
So i was like, isnt she only coming like on sunday??
Mom replied, no i dont know. Oh who are you with?
Att: Mat.
Mom: Okay bring her along uhhh, thn she can eat th cake also.
Att: orhhh. kay.
Thn i asked Mat i was like eh, wna come over my place thn we can have some cake. Aiyerr my sister uhh
kacau manz.
Mat: oh. see first.
So later we continued walking around thn we went into Esprit.
She received a call from "Putera",
Thn she told me that Putera's working till' late, so he wont be able to meet her.
So she was like, oh then i think i'll drop by your place uh.
Thn i was like oh okay great. Let's go now. hahah.
*att had butterflies in her stomach she swears*
We took 52 to my place.
When i reached my doorstep, i saw my mom and nephew, it was a norm sight. so nth suspicious.
And the fact that my room door was closed was also the usual.
I went in carried my nephew, and thn my mom told me to put him on th bed.
soooo...
I opened the door, and TADAAAAAAAAAA!
SURPRISE!! Happy Birthday Att!
Hahaha, was like ?!!?!?
Party poppers, Happy String, Balloons.
hahah poor, Omar traumatized by th balloons.
And so, it was a blast.
The surprise party was rather successful despite the fact that,
Arwis
sorta indirectly told me about it.
hahahaa. Ape dahhh.
Thanks ya'll!
I HEART YOU!
HAPPY BRITHDAY TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! :D

